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(I was gonna be like : icontheemily : but then I realized that wouldn’t work.)
Rules:
1) Of course, copy these rules for others to know.
2) Copy the goal and point that I've written or you can just write it in your own words to make it shorter for people.
3) Write at least 10 confessions (you can actually write as many as you please) about something you say/said, do/did and/or thought/think.
4) Tag at least 5 people you're following, but if you want you can tag more.
1.) I was at a point where I was literally too self-conscious to sleep shirtless (and since I’m a guy that’s an issue XD) but I’ve kind of stopped caring (I still won’t walk out of my room without a shirt/robe on though)
2.) I’m way too paradoxical with my thoughts (“I don’t like meeting new people, but I’m good at meeting new people. But I don’t want the new people to get to know me, but I don’t have that many things that I don’t want people to not know about me. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEE”)
3.) I have never actually owned an M-rated video game (despite having played them. I would probably get my mother to buy me the one Phoenix Wright game rated M because IT’S PHOENIX FLIPPING WRIGHT but idk if she would (which she probably would but sometimes I forget that I’m actually 16 years old and forget that I’m legitly gonna be a legal adult in two years and i have legitly been a teenager for like 3. wat))
4.) I don’t like to cuss, but I have done it quite a bit in private, and sometimes, like, I’ll think up a really funny joke that involves a cuss word but then I’ll be like “I can’t say that. Dangit.”
I also have the conflict where my mother or others will tell me jokes with a cuss word and I’ll be like “am i supposed to also be able to tell this joke or wha.” Like, literally, the worst joke I’ve repeated from someone had the word “hell” in it (used as a cuss word, not as the place).
(Is it actually curse and I just say cuss because I’m from the South?)
(When I was a child I actually thought, despite being a good speller, that it was spelled kuss. With a flipping k. Yeah.)
(This was too long)
5.) I get really stressed way more often than I should, especially if I have a fight with someone I care about or whatever. It’s like borderline depression at that point.
6.) I have chest and arm pains a lot.
7.) I’m not gay (apparently some people think that I am or when they met me they thought I was and I’m just like nupe \._./)
8.) I have issues with watching people that aren’t tech people (or at least I don’t know them to be - like teachers, kids, etc) use computers. Like, especially if they’re using Internet Explorer. Then I go insane. And when they say “let me just open the internet here” I’m like “NO. IT’S NOT THE FU****ING INTERNET. IT’S INTERNET EFFING EXPLORER. GET IT STRAIGHT YOU LITTLE PIECE OF”
9.) I actually had the opportunity to graduate early, but I didn’t take it because I wanted to get Mississippi Scholars (besides already getting its equivalent, Tech Masters). What is wrong with me? Oh well. I don’t want to go to college yet .D./
10.) I’m a video game nerd. FOREVER.
Bye.
Tagged:
EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD BESIDES THE PEOPLE THAT DON’T WANT TO DO IT!
wait wat
(I was gonna be like : icontheemily : but then I realized that wouldn’t work.)
Rules:
1) Of course, copy these rules for others to know.
2) Copy the goal and point that I've written or you can just write it in your own words to make it shorter for people.
3) Write at least 10 confessions (you can actually write as many as you please) about something you say/said, do/did and/or thought/think.
4) Tag at least 5 people you're following, but if you want you can tag more.
1.) I was at a point where I was literally too self-conscious to sleep shirtless (and since I’m a guy that’s an issue XD) but I’ve kind of stopped caring (I still won’t walk out of my room without a shirt/robe on though)
2.) I’m way too paradoxical with my thoughts (“I don’t like meeting new people, but I’m good at meeting new people. But I don’t want the new people to get to know me, but I don’t have that many things that I don’t want people to not know about me. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEE”)
3.) I have never actually owned an M-rated video game (despite having played them. I would probably get my mother to buy me the one Phoenix Wright game rated M because IT’S PHOENIX FLIPPING WRIGHT but idk if she would (which she probably would but sometimes I forget that I’m actually 16 years old and forget that I’m legitly gonna be a legal adult in two years and i have legitly been a teenager for like 3. wat))
4.) I don’t like to cuss, but I have done it quite a bit in private, and sometimes, like, I’ll think up a really funny joke that involves a cuss word but then I’ll be like “I can’t say that. Dangit.”
I also have the conflict where my mother or others will tell me jokes with a cuss word and I’ll be like “am i supposed to also be able to tell this joke or wha.” Like, literally, the worst joke I’ve repeated from someone had the word “hell” in it (used as a cuss word, not as the place).
(Is it actually curse and I just say cuss because I’m from the South?)
(When I was a child I actually thought, despite being a good speller, that it was spelled kuss. With a flipping k. Yeah.)
(This was too long)
5.) I get really stressed way more often than I should, especially if I have a fight with someone I care about or whatever. It’s like borderline depression at that point.
6.) I have chest and arm pains a lot.
7.) I’m not gay (apparently some people think that I am or when they met me they thought I was and I’m just like nupe \._./)
8.) I have issues with watching people that aren’t tech people (or at least I don’t know them to be - like teachers, kids, etc) use computers. Like, especially if they’re using Internet Explorer. Then I go insane. And when they say “let me just open the internet here” I’m like “NO. IT’S NOT THE FU****ING INTERNET. IT’S INTERNET EFFING EXPLORER. GET IT STRAIGHT YOU LITTLE PIECE OF”
9.) I actually had the opportunity to graduate early, but I didn’t take it because I wanted to get Mississippi Scholars (besides already getting its equivalent, Tech Masters). What is wrong with me? Oh well. I don’t want to go to college yet .D./
10.) I’m a video game nerd. FOREVER.
Bye.
Tagged:
EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD BESIDES THE PEOPLE THAT DON’T WANT TO DO IT!
wait wat
so
there are many deviations that i have notifications for that i should look at
maybe someday
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Please keep in mind that there are beliefs that I had in the past that I no longer believe, ways that I spoke in the past that I no longer condone, and things that I said in the past that I would now vehemently reject.
Searching "jebug29" on Google may lead to some interesting, but very outdated results. I was once very against the LGBT movement and was slow to accept different aspects of it. I was once not understanding of those whose religious views differed from mine. I was once very stupidly outspoken on topics that I knew nothing about. There are probably even racist things that I have said that I did not understand the implications of,
Gay Thoughts
It's 1AM and I need to vent. I was going to do it on Twitter but I figured here would be easier.
You can ignore this if you want. I'm okay. I just want to get it out.
Honestly I'm so terrified of my mom finding out that I'm gay. I'm afraid of her reaction, I'm afraid of her post-reaction. I'm afraid of losing her. I lost my dad to lung cancer when I was 11 and I lost my Pawpaw two years ago. My mom is all that I have, and I love her with all my heart. It hurts me so much that she's very anti-gay. She thinks its a sin and despite anything I try and tell her, she won't let up from that thought. I have researched. I have turmoiled. I have pray
Hello yes
I am alive
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You could pull an Emily and never go to college XD